wow, i really hate people and my friends wonder why im not a people-person. well here is a helpful hint PEOPLE FUCKING SUCK. im sick of this shit, everyone keeps writing really rude comments in my blog and are like oh the mall is for desperate people, ok w.e you say but one, you dont know shit bout me, two, im am the most independant fucking girl i know, i dont take shit from ANYONE and three did i ask you? no. so why dont you stop bothering your self with my life if your going to "puke" go one day in my shoes and then say that to me. you will fucking understand. And are you really that insecure about your self that you have to judge me? wow thats really low, i dont go in your blogs and judge you. i guess your just not sure of your self like i am and thats why i  do compare myself....lemme ask you this where is that going to get you...is that going to change who you are by putting other people down just to make yourself look good but your really dieing inside? i dont think anyone really takes a deeper look anymore to preocupied with things they shouldnt worry about for instance MY LIFE. yeah i write in a blog cuz its like my journal. i have to write in this to make me feel better... get all my problems outta my head and onto the computer or paper, but i didnt ask you if you felt like you were going to puke or think im desperate....did i? no didnt think so, comments are there so you can help people out with there problems not say shit about them. and if your still going to be an ass about it dont fucking look in my blog and leave comments....wouldnt want you to puke now dearist

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wow i walked around the whole mall today. wooo. im am really tired now. but it was worth it, i got three new pairs of pants, and two shirts. well i just started to talk to matt again. (some guy i used to like) idk hes cute. well thats about it nothing really exciting going on, well ill write more later...    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   

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wow, so confused. Eric this guy I like won't give me back my lip gloss. He thinks im "keeping something from him" because I started to tell him that i like him and that i wanted to go out with him but were 3 years apart. He thought i was keeping something else from him but im not and now he wont give me my lip gloss. Kayla thinks he just wants to keep it cuz hes flirting with me but i know he has a girlfriend and were 3 years apart so idk. he doesnt seem like that kinda guy that would go for someone younger then him but never know. well please comment and tell me what you think.

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Sorry i haven't been writing, i was grounded. Bleh. So bored. Well atleast I get to finally meet Josh on Friday because he invited Kayla and me to the movies ^_^, fun fun. Well haven't talked to fish latly, wonder how he is doing. Omg, I was so bored while I was grounded, i read 200 pages in two days. That is a record for me, because I never have time to read or I just don't want to. Yeah I'm going for a walk with kayla soon, so i won't be bored soon enough. Hum, well I still think I kinda like Jeremy but I'm not completly sure. I so wish I knew I was over him but I guess I'm really not. Rawr this bites. Well I really have nothing else to write, its been really boring around here, besides going dirtbike riding everyday but thats nothing new. So i will wirte more as i know more to my life. Until then you will just have to be bored with reading the same thing in my blog, lol. :-p

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ps. incase you haven't noticed I have many nick-names so i go by whatever one I feel like writing. ^_^

 Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your independant secretive and myseterious. You appear cold and distant, but hey, at leats no one messes with you.

wow hum a lot of these quizes are right on the money.

Well, this blows. A lot of people have been telling me lately that someone I really like will come along soon, someone that i don't expect. I have no idea if there just saying that due to my deprestion, but more then one of my friends said that to me. Very confused about this whole thing. I was up all last night trying to figure ever thing out. Well the good news is I worked everything out with jeremy, bad news, for some reason I think it's still going to be akward between us. He still doesn't come around as much as he used to before this whole thing happened. Thats is why i wish i never did that. I knew this would happen, but atleast we are talking now. This always happens to me? rawr. On top of it I am starting to like fish, as if i thought things couldn't get more weird. Well i have to forget about that idea, he lives so far away and has a girlfriend. So thats the story of my love life....kind of. Oh, Jay might be coming today, yay! Not, this just keeps getting worse. Well not like im looking for a relationship anyway so I guess I don't have much to worry about. Until next time........

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things arent going so good with me and jeremy and this is how it all started to go downhill....  well lastnight chad(jerem ys brother, which is 19] called and asked if he could stop by my house, so jeremy sed yes and we were out on my trampoline cuddling and kissing and when he got off the phone he was like uh my brother is coming so we cant cuddle or anything, and dont tell anyone that we kiss and stuff, and then he sed that we were just friends with benifits and that i cant tell anyone. so i got pissed b.c im not just going to be his 'lil slut whenever he wants to kiss and shit. so then chad comes....chad knew somhow that me and jeremy were doing stuff and he told jeremy that he had to talk to him later about his future (aka about me) so i just sat there and didnt talk then chad was like how old are you and i told him 12 and i was like but im turning 13 in sep. and he was like and jeremy how old are you and jeremy sed 15 and then he stoped talking bout that and then when chad was leaving he wispered in jeremys ear shes 12....urgh now jeremy didnt hang with me all day and he wont really talk to me. and the girl he swore he was over he was hanging with her today like they were going back out again. wow how did i let him kiss me.....